Journal Entry 1/26/2010

Good Morning Mistress. i am sitting here at my desk with my sissy panties on thinking how wonderful it is to serve a great Mistress. Yesterday i ran to the mall and the clinique counter. The clinique was not there so the sweetest lady from the este luader came over to help. She asked me what i was looking for and i told her i wanted to take better care of my skin. She started whipping out product left and right. She showed me cleanser, toner, and moisturizer and evening moisturizer. i asked about around the eyes and she showed me some eye cream. i said i will take it all. She asked if i would like the liquid or bar cleanser. i said liquid because it will be easier to take to the gym when i work out. She smiled and started looking through drawers  and pulled out small containers of the womans products. She said, here you can use these for your gym bag. She said the mens and the womans is the same, just different packaging. i asked about something for my lips. She looked and did not see anything with clinique, she said she had a great one in Este Lauder, but is a feminine container. i said thats ok. she ran over the other counter and came back with with a gold metal lipstick container that contains a clear lip moisturizer. i loved it.When checking out she said, why don't you wait to buy the 7 day scrub until the Feb 2nd, We will be giving free bonus cosmetics with every purchase. So my face seems clean and fresh this morning another step down the road of being your sissy.

i have started practicing my curtsies, i practice them every time i go to the bathroom. i try to do 4 or 5 and then pee. i imagine myself in front of you every time i do them. In searching for how to curtsy i googled it and ran across this in wikipedia. "traditional gesture of an inferior to a superior." i though how beautiful that sounds and fits us so well. You are by far the superior and i am so inferior. It is by your grace that you are training me to be less inferior by teaching me to be your sissy. i am so honored. i wanted to know if you wanted me during my curtsy to bow my head or waist and head?

i have started to search for corsets. Here is what i have found:

i like these but they are very expensive.(Custom made)
http://www.waspcreations.com/suspender.htm
http://www.waspcreations.com/discipline-corset.htm

i have also found these, that seem more affordable and will accept paypal and ship discretely.
http://www.glamourboutique.com/ger005corset.aspx
http://www.glamourboutique.com/1891uvollerslonglineunderbustcorset.aspx
http://www.glamourboutique.com/ger005corset.aspx
http://www.glamourboutique.com/satinfullcorsetwithhalf-cupsger001.aspx
http://www.glamourboutique.com/fullcorsetinbronzesatin.aspx
http://www.glamourboutique.com/pk-1economyfullcorsetforlongertorsos.aspx

Here is another one:
http://www.janetscloset.com/cgi-bin/shopper.cgi?preadd=action&key=CL04FASTGT03

Another:
http://www.corsetconnection.com/sunshop/index.php?action=item&id=3625&prevaction=category&previd=4&prevstart=0

Thank you again for allowing me to serve you.