Monday, February 15, 2010

Journal Update 2/8/2010


*curtsey*
 
Dearest Mistress Lacy,
 
i have just gotten back from my hair appointment. My stylist already had the colors mixed up in the bowl when I walked in. She said, "I decided that I am tired of the three colors, and we are just going with a platinum and the dark color, if you do not mind." While she was applying the color to my hair i was looking through hair magazines and she found a layered style we our growing out to. i just love going to the salon and getting my hair done. She flipped the bottom up a little and got it real full on the top. i have dark bottom in the back, and the bangs, with blonde foiled thru the top.
 
This weekend i did the laundry, and some grocery shopping, cooking and dishes. i cooked for a superbowl party. i made barbecue glazed meatballs, wings, and my special Chili recipe.    During the last three minutes of the super bowl I barely watched because i was cleaning the pan the wings were cooked in. i thought in my mind " i really am a sissy.". someday i just need the proper uniform. 
 
Your message Friday had me thinking all weekend. Because you said, we would be working on my boobies this week, i could not keep my hands off my nipples. i will work on getting 1 or 2 bras this week.
 
*curtsey*

tiffany

Journal Update 2/8/2010

*curtsey*
Dearest Mistress Lacy,
i am wearing my white hose and pink thong victoria's secret panties this morning. Please see attached pictures. i have my hair appointment soon so i do not have much time to write this morning and i will give you more of a detailed report later today.
i will put on some brown mascara and lip plumper/gloss before i leave for my appointment. Tomorrow's the big day.
Have a great day Mistress.
*curtsey*
Your sissy tiffany

Friday, February 5, 2010

Journal Update 2/5/2010 Part 2




*curtsey*
 
My Dearest Mistress Lacy,
 
i have purchased the requested hose. Please see attached photo's. 
While in line at Macy's to pay, the lady in front of me was taking for ever. i then saw the clearance rack next to me and fell in love with the top sitting there so i bought it as well. Please see the picture. They also had the prettiest colored hose there as well.
 
i also removed my snagged hose and put on the white pair. Again see the attached pics.
 
Mistress do you have a color schedule you would like to me to wear next week? i now have tan, black and white.
 
 
*curtsey*
Your sissy tiffany

Journal Update 2/5/2010

*curtsey*
 
Dearest Mistress Lacy,
 
This morning i took tweezers and plucked the stray hairs in my brows. i feel so sissy when i take the tweezers and pluck my brows making them so nice and clean. No man would do that. It made me feel good to know that Mistress would be pleased.
 
My curtsey is coming along very well, after studying the sissy manual you sent i realized that i was bending to much at the waist. i am confident that i can perform them well. i can get my sissy bottom all the way down to touching my right foot.
 
i am wearing my pale pink cotton panties and my hose.  i will need to get another pair at lunch today. i noticed this pair has started getting a run in them. Mistress is there a color or style you would like me to replace them with? i have worn panties and hose every day this week! i love it. i have never done that before.
 
i of course continue to sit to pee. Why would anyone ever want to stand. i loved wearing my panties and hose at lunch yesterday. It felt so good to go to the bathroom at the restaurant in my panties.
 
i think you often during the day Mistress, your words fill my mind before i fall asleep and when i wakeup.
 
Monday 8:00AM i have my appointment for a haircut and hilights. Do you have any special instructions for me to give the girl, or what i should wear their? i have attached a picture of my current hair style from the back. Last time she put a darker color on the bottom back, in between color in the middle and blonder on top front. She also put a little of the dark in my bangs. She styles it a little girly and I calm it down before returning to work.
 
Only, 4 days to MAC!
 
Hope Mistress has a wonderful day!!!
 
*curtsey*
Your sissy tiffany

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Journal Update 2/4/2010



i am sitting with my hose on and yellow Victoria Secret lace thong on today. i just love the feel of the hose against my legs. i wish i could wear them all day and night with no leg hair. I have attached a picture for you Mistress. i had to trim my nails yesterday, the nice thing is i can be focused on growing them out again.
 
i will be meeting my wife for lunch today, she is off today. So i will be wearing hose and panties while we have lunch together. It will be like two girl friends having lunch together.
 
i will keep studying the sissy manual you had sent me. i look forward to the day i can serve you breakfast in bed like the manual describes. I love to cook. Sitting to pee has almost started to come automatic to me. It just feels so right. Glamour Boutique sent me their sales email yesterday. They have some of the prettiest stuff on sale. i am really enjoying window shopping for female items.
 
Only five days to my MAC appointment!!  I hope Mistress has a wonderful day today.


Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Journal Report 2/3/2010

*curtsey*
My Dearest Mistress Lacy,

i am wearing purple cotton string bikini and my tan hose today.They squeeze my legs so tight. i just love the way they make me feel. Speaking of squeezing, i got my corset yesterday and was able to try it on for a little while. i felt so girly with the way it shaped my torso. It also made my feminine walk so much easier. It just made my body twist right. Someday i wish i could be 24/7 corseted and tight waisted. i also got some breast forms and hip, butt padding. i am going to have to get a new bra to match the size of the forms sometime.

Mistress you have been so good to me. i  feel so much more level now. i have not had the guilt feelings that usually show up. i have never worn panties and hose for so long in day before, let alone every weekday as well. The feminine things like the clinique and the lipstick like lip moisturizer feel so feminine and natural.

I sent you some pictures this morning as well. It seems like pictures have not been going through all the time. So i will not include pictures in my journal updates. i have posted my journal entries and photos to my blog i created. http://blondesissy.blogspot.com
i hope that is ok?

i am so excited about the MAC appointment. i hope your call to them went well.

*curtsey*
Yours in servitude
sissy tiffany

Practicing my curtsey

This was harder with the corset on!

Some pics for my Mistress


My New Corset!!!

See my hour glass shape

Another









My pink bottom after spanking myself as ordered by Mistress, for not wearing my pantyhose at work

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Journal Report 2/2/2010

*Curtsey*
Dearest Mistress Lacy,

Good Morning great Mistress,

i am so lucky to be serving you. You have taken over many of my thoughts. This morning while working out i broke a nail. My first thought was "Oh, Mistress will be disappointed". i have my new pink thong and lace panties on today. i am not wearing any hose today, because i forgot to put my dress socks in my gym bag this morning(Another Blonde Moment) So i only have short white workout socks on. i already miss the feel of my hose. The caressing of my legs when i walk, i feel like the hose are wearing of the hair on my legs.

i have been sitting to pee, and continue to work on my curtsy. Today has been a crazy morning already. My consulting client called at 6:45AM this morning with an issue i had to solve for them. So i have not ate my sissy banana yet.

i created a blog for my journal at: http://blondesissy.blogspot.com

That way if we run into issues with email like yesterday you have another location to look. i will work on getting my pictures on it as well.

Journal Entry 2/1/2010

Good Morning Mistress Lacy,
 *Curtsey*

i hope you had a wonderful weekend.

While driving to work this morning eating my sissy banana i decided to stop at Walmart and do a little shopping. i picked up some cotton balls for my Clinique, looked at makeup, and then went to buy a new pair of panty hose. Since i want to wear panties and hose every day at work this week i though i would need to get another pair. While looking at the hose i found the cutest panties, they are a pink thong with a 3 inch lace border all around the top. i could not pass them up. i am wearing them now.

i placed my order on Friday for the corset,


http://www.glamourboutique.com/ec005jcorset.aspx

 as i did not here back from you, i also ordered some padded panties,


http://www.glamourboutique.com/gb1sweetcheeksandhipspaddedpanty.aspx

some breast forms size 3,
http://www.glamourboutique.com/perkyfullovalforms-new.aspx

and some adhesive for the forms:
http://www.glamourboutique.com/gb2dealpacksave.aspx

i hope Mistress does not mind that i bought more than ordered. They should arrive this Tuesday.

Over the weekend i worked on my walking and curtsies, sit to pee, and helped with the dishes, cooking and laundry. Yesterday i got to watch a little bit of Rupal's Drag Race. They ladies on it were so pretty and feminine, i have a long way to go.

In regards to my training this next couple of weeks: i would like Mistress to give me assignments to work on during the week to make me have a more feminine mind and appearance.i would also like Mistress to push me faster. i would also like Mistress to give me several bonus challenges to perform during the week. These would be optional assignments that would not be required, but, would please Mistress to have me do. Maybe something like getting an appointment for electrolysis, or a pair of feminine glasses, or fitted for a bra....

i have included a pictures of my new panties, and the current shape of my finger nails.

Thank you again for being so sweet to guide me.

Update 1/29/2010

Good Morning Mistress,

i sit here with my panties and hose on. i have worn my panties everyday at work this week, and have worn my hose 4 days. i am still taking care of my face with my new products. They feel so good rubbing on my face.

i had my sissy banana for breakfast again today, working it in and out of my mouth slowly while i drive to work. Good thing it is dark out.

i love the panties for xdress.com, they are gorgeous. Which of the following style of panties would please you to see on me?

1) http://www.xdress.com/MZ-showdetail?itemid=X2990&returnurl=MI-CA&returncap=Return+to+the+gallery&returnpro=default&cid=9D0F.03SL&dtind=40207.2035292708

2)http://www.xdress.com/MZ-showdetail?itemid=Z332&returnurl=MI-CA&returncap=Return+to+the+gallery&returnpro=default&cid=9D0F.03SL&dtind=40207.2035292708

3)http://www.xdress.com/MZ-showdetail?itemid=Z581&returnurl=MI-CA&returncap=Return+to+the+gallery&returnpro=default&cid=9D0F.03SL&dtind=40207.2035292708

4)http://www.xdress.com/MZ-showdetail?itemid=S626&returnurl=MI-CA&returncap=Return+to+the+gallery&returnpro=default&cid=9D0F.03SL&dtind=40207.2035292708

When i look at the corsets the ones from xdress do not seem to be as strong and rugged as the german ones from Glamour Boutique. Could you please instruct me in which corset to buy from this page?
http://www.glamourboutique.com/germancorsets.aspx

Last week was an incredible starting week that i loved, this week has been a little slower and less exciting. i understand that this is a long process and i need patience.

i have not released myself since last allowed by Mistress, i have sat to pee every time except  twice, and i have been practicing my curtsies everyday.

Thank-you for caring about me and teaching me to be a sissy.

Also, Feb 9th i will have the house to myself most of the day and evening if we want to do anything special.

*curtsey*
Yours In Servitude,
Sissie tiffany

Journal Entry 1/29/2010

Good Morning Mistress,

i sit here with my panties and hose on. i have worn my panties everyday at work this week, and have worn my hose 4 days. i am still taking care of my face with my new products. They feel so good rubbing on my face.

i had my sissy banana for breakfast again today, working it in and out of my mouth slowly while i drive to work. Good thing it is dark out.

i love the panties for xdress.com, they are gorgeous. Which of the following style of panties would please you to see on me?

1) http://www.xdress.com/MZ-showdetail?itemid=X2990&returnurl=MI-CA&returncap=Return+to+the+gallery&returnpro=default&cid=9D0F.03SL&dtind=40207.2035292708

2)http://www.xdress.com/MZ-showdetail?itemid=Z332&returnurl=MI-CA&returncap=Return+to+the+gallery&returnpro=default&cid=9D0F.03SL&dtind=40207.2035292708

3)http://www.xdress.com/MZ-showdetail?itemid=Z581&returnurl=MI-CA&returncap=Return+to+the+gallery&returnpro=default&cid=9D0F.03SL&dtind=40207.2035292708

4)http://www.xdress.com/MZ-showdetail?itemid=S626&returnurl=MI-CA&returncap=Return+to+the+gallery&returnpro=default&cid=9D0F.03SL&dtind=40207.2035292708

When i look at the corsets the ones from xdress do not seem to be as strong and rugged as the german ones from Glamour Boutique. Could you please instruct me in which corset to buy from this page?
http://www.glamourboutique.com/germancorsets.aspx

Last week was an incredible starting week that i loved, this week has been a little slower and less exciting. i understand that this is a long process and i need patience.

i have not released myself since last allowed by Mistress, i have sat to pee every time except  twice, and i have been practicing my curtsies everyday.

Thank-you for caring about me and teaching me to be a sissy.

Also, Feb 9th i will have the house to myself most of the day and evening if we want to do anything special.

*curtsey*
Yours In Servitude,
Sissie tiffany

Journal Entry 1/28/2010

Thank you Mistress, my meeting did go well. i have on a pale purple string bikini pantie and my black control top hose. It is cold here today, so i am glad to have the extra warmth. As i feel the tight squeezing of the hose against my skin, i wonder how much better it would be if i could get my legs waxed. Someday maybe...

i ate my sissy banana like a sissy slut this morning. i took proper care of my sissy face last night and this morning with my new products. i love how they make my face feel, i just wish i did not have hair on my face.

i will look at the additional sites you sent when i can. It is so sweet of you to take the time to find the additional sites for me. i want to make sure the corset is a good strong one with steel boning. i have tried some of the cheaper ones in the past and have been less then satisfied.

i have been sitting to pee, and practicing my curtsy. i am doing about 25 a day, and think i am getting pretty good at it.

Not feeling very feminine or sissy today, maybe it is the weather, cold, blowing snow, dreary...

Journal Entry 1/27/2010

Good Morning Mistress. i am sitting here at my desk with my sissy panties on. i will wear sissy panties every work day this week. i will were hose with my panties wed,thu,fri.

Last night when i got home i tried to think like a sissy. So instead of turning on the TV, i decided to look around the house with "sissy eyes". i proceeded to  empty the dishwasher, empty the laundry shoot, fold the clothes in the dryer and started a load of laundry. i also took out the trash. The rest of the evening was busy. At night before going to bed i used my facial products and felt so good about taking care of my face and making me more pretty.

My wife was taking her morning walk so i had time the bathroom to myself. This morning after showering, i wrapped a towel around my head, and another around my chest just under my arms. i then proceeded to shave, wash, tone and moisturize my face. i wish i did not have to shave. i also used the eye cream. i then applied my wife's "secret" brand deodorant.

i also put on my sissy panties and finished getting dressed. It was so fun leaving the house in my panties. It just felt right. Driving to work this morning i ate my banana. i tried to think how a sissy should eat a banana. i slowly put the banana deep in my mouth, wrapped my lips around it and slowly pulled it out, then just biting off the tip.

i having been sitting to pee everyday, and practicing my curtsy. i have had to use baby powder on my sissy privates since my balls have no more hair. After typing this i decided i should be wearing hose today as well. So off to the bathroom to put those on as well. 


Thank you again for allowing me to serve you.

Journal Entry 1/26/2010

Good Morning Mistress. i am sitting here at my desk with my sissy panties on thinking how wonderful it is to serve a great Mistress. Yesterday i ran to the mall and the clinique counter. The clinique was not there so the sweetest lady from the este luader came over to help. She asked me what i was looking for and i told her i wanted to take better care of my skin. She started whipping out product left and right. She showed me cleanser, toner, and moisturizer and evening moisturizer. i asked about around the eyes and she showed me some eye cream. i said i will take it all. She asked if i would like the liquid or bar cleanser. i said liquid because it will be easier to take to the gym when i work out. She smiled and started looking through drawers  and pulled out small containers of the womans products. She said, here you can use these for your gym bag. She said the mens and the womans is the same, just different packaging. i asked about something for my lips. She looked and did not see anything with clinique, she said she had a great one in Este Lauder, but is a feminine container. i said thats ok. she ran over the other counter and came back with with a gold metal lipstick container that contains a clear lip moisturizer. i loved it.When checking out she said, why don't you wait to buy the 7 day scrub until the Feb 2nd, We will be giving free bonus cosmetics with every purchase. So my face seems clean and fresh this morning another step down the road of being your sissy.

i have started practicing my curtsies, i practice them every time i go to the bathroom. i try to do 4 or 5 and then pee. i imagine myself in front of you every time i do them. In searching for how to curtsy i googled it and ran across this in wikipedia. "traditional gesture of an inferior to a superior." i though how beautiful that sounds and fits us so well. You are by far the superior and i am so inferior. It is by your grace that you are training me to be less inferior by teaching me to be your sissy. i am so honored. i wanted to know if you wanted me during my curtsy to bow my head or waist and head?

i have started to search for corsets. Here is what i have found:

i like these but they are very expensive.(Custom made)
http://www.waspcreations.com/suspender.htm
http://www.waspcreations.com/discipline-corset.htm

i have also found these, that seem more affordable and will accept paypal and ship discretely.
http://www.glamourboutique.com/ger005corset.aspx
http://www.glamourboutique.com/1891uvollerslonglineunderbustcorset.aspx
http://www.glamourboutique.com/ger005corset.aspx
http://www.glamourboutique.com/satinfullcorsetwithhalf-cupsger001.aspx
http://www.glamourboutique.com/fullcorsetinbronzesatin.aspx
http://www.glamourboutique.com/pk-1economyfullcorsetforlongertorsos.aspx

Here is another one:
http://www.janetscloset.com/cgi-bin/shopper.cgi?preadd=action&key=CL04FASTGT03

Another:
http://www.corsetconnection.com/sunshop/index.php?action=item&id=3625&prevaction=category&previd=4&prevstart=0

Thank you again for allowing me to serve you.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

1/25/10 update

 have taken pictures of my wardrobe today. The name of the picture are the size and descriptions. VS stands for Victoria's Secrets. i went there today and picked up 3 thongs, and a medium workout top. The work out top has a built in bra with underwire. i am actually wearing now in my office as i type underneath my sweater.

Maybe when you are done with me we can tryout to be a football teams cheerleaders together. :-)

Journal Report 1/25/10

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Journal Report 1/24/10

Is it wrong Mistress for a sissy to watch football? i do like watching football. During the game i did work on pushing back my cuticles, and did envy some of the cheerleaders breast and hairstyles. i also filed and shaped my nails early this morning. 

i have not been able to wear anything feminine this weekend. i did look through the Sunday sales paper and saw great adds for makeup and clothing. i have had such girly thoughts all weekend. Looking in the mirror at my eyebrows admiring them. i was in Target with my wife and saw the cutest panties that i wanted to buy. i will have to find a time to go back and buy them. 

i did a little looking on line and saw the prettiest corset. i am just overwhelmed with feminine things  i think of trying. Facials, makeup, pedicures,  i am so glad i have a Mistress to guide me.

i squirted my sissy juice friday night. i sat in the bathroom rubbing my nipples thinking of my thinned eyebrows and serving you. i did not squirt any more over the weekend even though i wanted to. Thank you so much for giving me permission to release myself once this weekend.

i will work on getting you pictures this week, and i will plan on trimming my private areas more this week. i trimmed the hair on my testicles this weekend and will do more tomorrow. What should a sissy call the different parts below my waist?

i discussed with my wife that i want to start taking better care of my face and told her i would like to get some of the clinique mens facial products. cleaner, toner and moisturizer. even though they will be mens products i will think of them as womans. i will have to go to the cosmetic counter to buy them. is that ok Mistress?

i forgot to sit to pee twice over the weekend. i am sorry Mistress. I realized both times after i started. The one time i was able to stop myself and sit to finish. Every time i sit to pee, i am reminded that i have a wonderful Mistress guiding me to be the best sissy i can be. Thank you so much for letting me serve you!! i hope you had a great weekend.

Waxing followup

i just got back from my appointment.She showed me to the room and told me to get ready and she would be back in. i removed my sweater and tshirt, and unbulked my belt, and unbuttoned my jeans. i pulled my pants down to show the top of my black panties and laid on the table waiting for her to return.

She started waxing my stomach and worked her way towards my panties. She then waxed the hair above my panties. She came within a quarter of an inch of my panties. She then waxed my chest, then my right under arm and then my left underarm.  She then wiped my brows, and then applied some powder over them. At the last minute i asked her if she could "give them a little more arch". i was so nervous. She proceeded to put the wax on my right eyebrow. i could feel her being very careful and slowly pushing the wax a little higher. She then placed a piece of cloth over the wax and yanked. She then grabbed the tweezers and pulled a few more hairs. i was laying there wondering what i had done and did i make a mistake by asking. She proceeded to do the same to my left eyebrow, she  then grabbed the tweezers again, and seemed to work longer on this one. She then waxed between my brows. She then grabbed a mirror and said,"look at them and let me know if they are arched enough.". i grabbed the mirror and looked in fear. They were not as thin as i feared, so i said they look fine. She then proceeded to get me a wet towel so that i could wipe off and wax that was left.

Mistress at this time i do not think i could get away with shaving my entire private areas.

i have sent a picture of my waxed eyebrow and waxed stomach showing my panties that i wore to the appointment.

i am so horny right know. i am glad Mistress has ordered me not release my sissy milk until this weekend, otherwise i might be out of contol.

Jounal Report 1/22/10

The waxing usually does not cause a problem at home. I could not get away with doing my legs though. i love the smooth feeling of my chest after waxing, i started years ago with just getting the hair between my eyebrows waxed. The eyebrows shaped, then under arms (they sweat less and do not smell without hair), then the top of my chest, then whole chest, then stomach. i am slowly moving down with my waxing.

i have my pantyhose on and i bought some panties this morning. They are fruit of the loom cotton briefs size 6, and some fruit of the loom string bikini briefs. The store that was open this morning Meijer did not have anything more fem. i am wearing them now as i type. i plan on wearing them to my waxing appointment today. The technician will be able to see the top of them, i am don't think she will be able to tell for sure if they are mens or womans.

i also have a some brown mascara and was thinking of just putting on a little bit on just the end of my lashes before the appointment along with some lip plumbing gloss.

i will work on getting some better feminine panties next week. i get so excited to see emails from you. i check my email account way to much.

What is Mistress's instructions in regards to masturbation? i have been so excited since we have started the process. i masturbated twice wed, and thurs.

Thank you so much for saying you have faith in me.

Journal Report 1/21/10

My waxing appointment got moved to Friday at 11:00AM. My regular girl is out so i will have a different girl this time. i usually get waxed every 5 - 6 weeks. i get my underarms, chest, belly and eyebrows waxed. i am beginning to see the importance of daily reports. Today is one of those questioning days where i feel guilty about my fem side. The money, the secrecy etc...

i removed my hose yesterday and plan on wearing them again tomorrow.

It has also been part of me my whole life. So why shouldn't i embrace it.i have been sitting to go to the bathroom. it is a reminder that i am really a sissy and i have a wonderful Mistress that cares about me.

With the waxing appointment moved to Friday, it will be early next week before i can get you the requested pictures of my clothing. In regards to me buying panites, do you have a recommendation to type and style? Cotton, Thong, lacy, color?

Journal Report 1/20/10

i was able to verify my paypal and send you the tribute this morning. i also stopped and purchased a pair of black, control top, sheer energy hose today size b, and am wearing them as i type.

i debated about sending the money. i though what girlish things could i buy with $200. Then i realized that was the old me, and that i really  need the help of a wonderful mistress to guide me.

i have my regularly scheduled waxing appointment tomorrow. i get my eyebrows, under arms, chest and stomach waxed. My eyebrows have been on my mind a lot lately. i am thinking of asking here to make them a little more feminine. i am just not sure how to word it.

The pantyhose are squeezing my legs and i can feel it rubbing on the hairs on my legs.

i am so glad i sent the money. i am committed, and moving down the road to being the sissy i was born to be.